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92 Truths About Me

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage =  Water

2. Last phone call = Lil bro

3. Last text message = Textmate

4. Last song you listened to = Nothing by The script

5. Last time you cried = Last week

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice = Yes

7. Been cheated on =  Yes

8. Kissed someone & regretted it = No

9. Lost someone special =  Yes

10. Been depressed = Yes

11. Been drunk and threw up =  No

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Gray

13. Pink

14. Lavender

LAST YEAR (2013), HAVE YOU:

15. Made a new friend = Yes

16. Fallen out of love = No

17. Laughed until you cried =  Yes

18. Met someone who changed you =  Dunno

19. Found out who your true friends were =  Yes

20. Found out someone was talking about you = No

21. Kissed anyone on your FB friend’s list = No

GENERAL:

22. How many people on your FB friends list do you know in real life = 98% I think

24. Do you have any pets = Fish but I want puppy

25. Do you want to change your name = My name’s very common but I’m already used to it so, No.

26. What did you do for your last birthday = Celebrate

27. What time did you wake up today =  6:15am

28. What were you doing at midnight last night =  Trying to have a good sleep. I was not feeling well last night.

29. Name something you CANNOT wait for =  Graduate in college and be independent.

30. Last time you saw your Mother = Last night

31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = Haven’t thought about it yet.

32. What are you listening to right now = Breakeven

33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom? = No.

34. What’s getting on your nerves right now = My past.

35. Most visited webpage = FB, youtube, twitter and tumblr.

37. Nickname = Joy2, Ccio or Cj.

38. Relationship Status = Single

39. Zodiac sign = Sagittarius

40. He or She = She

42. High School = SMCTC

43. College = SMCTC

44. Hair color = Mixed black and brown

45. Long or short = Long

46. Height = Almost 5 </3

47. Do you have a crush on someone? = Yes

48. What do you like about yourself? = Simple

49. Piercings = None

50. Tattoos = None

51. Righty or lefty = Righty

FIRSTS : 

52. First surgery = None

53. First piercing = Ears

54. First best friend = My cousin

55. First sport you joined = Volleyball

56. First vacation = Manila

58. First pair of trainers = My siblings for table tennis

RIGHT NOW:

59. Eating = None

60. Drinking = None

61. I’m about to = Finish this and then practice

62. Listening to = Breakeven

63. Waiting for = None

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids? =  Yes

65. Get Married? =  Yes

66. Career? = Yes

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes = Eyes

68. Hugs or kisses = Hugs

69. Shorter or taller = Taller 

70. Older or Younger = Older

71. Romantic or spontaneous = Either

72. Nice stomach or nice arms = Don’t care

73. Sensitive or loud = Depends on the situation

74. Hook-up or relationship = Relationship but for now hook-up

75. Trouble maker or hesitant = Neither

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger = No

77. Drank hard liquor = No

78. Lost glasses/contacts = No

79. Sex on first date = No

80. Broke someone’s heart = Yes

81. Had your own heart broken = Yes

82. Been arrested = No

83. Turned someone down = Yes

84. Cried when someone died = Yes

85. Fallen for a friend = No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself = Yes

87. Miracles = Yes

88. Love at first sight = No

89. Heaven = Yes

90. Santa Claus = No

91. Kiss on the first date = No

92. Angels = Yes

Kari Jobe | www.lifealley.2hell.com

—Steady My Heart

"Steady My Heart"

Wish it could be easy
Why is life so messy?
Why is pain a part of us?
There are days I feel like
Nothing ever goes right
Sometimes it just hurts so much

But You’re here
You’re real
I know I can trust You

Even when it hurts
Even when it’s hard
Even when it all just falls apart
I will run to You
‘Cause I know that You are
Lover of my soul
Healer of my scars
You steady my heart

I’m not gonna worry
I know that You’ve got me
Right inside the palm of your hand
Each and every moment
What’s good and what gets broken
Happens just the way You plan

And I will run to You
And find refuge in Your arms
And I will sing to You
‘Cause of everything You are

Giving up

I would have never given up.
I would have never.

But knowing that there’s a girl out there
Who’s waiting to catch you.
Knowing that you chose her over me.
I would be a fool if I keep on holding.

Why would I fight in a battle where
I know I don’t even stand a chance? 

Why would I go in a battle where
I’m the only one who’s willing to fight?

I would have never given up.
I would have never.

But I did. I gave up.
In God’s time. In God’s will. Everything happened as it is.
I gave up everything and handed it all to God.

Isn’t giving up such a nice thing to do?
Giving up like,
Letting God take control of everything.

Sometimes, giving up is only choice you have.
Do what you have to do
And leave the rest to God.

If I&#8217;ll lose myself again in the process of loving someone too much, instead of saying &#8220;I&#8217;d rather not love&#8221;, I&#8217;d rather get my ass kick off.

If I’ll lose myself again in the process of loving someone too much, instead of saying “I’d rather not love”, I’d rather get my ass kick off.